you make lovin' fun

Anonymous asked:

Glad you haven’t deleted. Yes. Yes. Yes. The mass replying after being MIA… I just stare at the text or (rarely) answer the call like how do I explain myself now? I feel bad for the people that are actually very understanding because there’s no reason I can’t give, at the very least, proof of existence. Then missing out on things/being the last to get news on something. Really can’t blame them for it. Selfishly still tough to take.

I’m like wow phone is quiet….god forbid I sent the first text. 😂 do you know how many times I get the did you see my message and (to those that won’t take offense) I’m like yes, I replied in my head! 😂 (And god knows this does fuck all for my dating life). Just running on fumes😫

Sorry did I therapy out just then hahaha. I get you.

I have never related to anything more. I feel totally married to my job and I worry that people think I’m disingenuous when I’m constantly like “sorry only just seen this”.

At the same time, I’m without plans and I don’t suddenly wanna pop up and be like “heyyyyy let’s do something, I haven’t seen you in forever!” because I’m part of the reason (maybe a solid 60/40 split too) that zero has happened.

I’m thinking I need to just go into this sort of thing as honest as possible, and just say “tbh I’m drowning, feel lonely af but also don’t have the energy to connect with any more humans cause I’m constantly talking to people in meetings for 6 hours a day”. It just feels like such a shit excuse and I don’t want to be an energy vampire.

I then overthink the first text…. Like that internet sound “heyyyy, how ya’ll doin’?” That’s me in my head when I’m sending the first text.

Thanks for making me feel seen ❤️ Hope you are okay!

Anyone else just feel like a shit friend? Like wtf I can’t juggle everything and I’m just so shit at replying and organising and then suddenly I’m like a Duracell bunny doing all the replying and all the organising and then basically I fall off the face of the earth. Fuck sake

Anonymous asked:

*frantically searches your masterlist for a valentine’s day mention* 😂🩷

Ah, I don’t think I’ve ever written anything that’s valentines themed. I’ll keep it mind though, maybe for next year (or in a couple of days if the spark appears)

If anyone reads this and knows of anything by Harry and valentines related, send it over and I’ll add to this ask ❤️